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May. 7th, 2006 | 12:36 am
mood: i am pisssed off
music: fuck music

i hate my job at pauli moto's
The people mostly suck ... the customers can sometimes be lame ( like a non english speaking family with all their rowdy ass kids..
not to mention.. only a three table section on a busy saturday night... shitty.

Everyone is walking away with 200 dollars... I leave with 90... it's not fucking fair..
I hate that..

AndI miss my sister.. and my friends.. and I want to go home..
but i can't.. at least not for another year.. and that bothers me...
I want to fast forward...
I want this to be over with...
I want more friends up here.. and people who care about me.
I want to be able to hang out with my sister... anytime I want..
I've been crying since I got home from work...
this isn't a good sign.

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Feb. 16th, 2006 | 08:59 pm

http://kevan.org/johari?name=emopoeticprose

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Some of this is funny.. having dated a stage monnkey and all.

Jan. 20th, 2006 | 06:01 pm

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Amandalynn!

  1. Only twelve people have ever set foot on amandalynn!
  2. Research indicates that amandalynn will be attracted to people who have recently eaten bananas!
  3. A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as amandalynn!
  4. A chimpanzee can learn to recognize itself in a mirror, but amandalynn can not!
  5. There are more than two hundred different kinds of amandalynn!
  6. US gold coins used to say 'In amandalynn we trust'.
  7. Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are amandalynn.
  8. You should always open amandalynn at least an hour before drinking her.
  9. Amandalynn was first discovered by Alexander the Great in India, and introduced to Europe on his return!
  10. The Asteroid Belt between Mars and Jupiter is made entirely of amandalynn.
I am interested in - do tell me about

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Dec. 17th, 2005 | 02:17 pm

An update for my darling friend on the intraweb ...

I have been better than I have been in a long time..

I have exceeding happiness.. A steady job.. Friends... a new amazing man in my life who I think is damn near perfect for me.. and so much fun to be around and with.. School is going fucking great.. I am getting lots of new recipe Ideas... I have found that I can come up with really amazing recipes now off the top of my head.. I feel like I am becoming the mcgyver of food.. it's pretty cool..

and welll.. It snows up here..a nd that's cool.. and new for me..
I've never lived around this much snow before and winter hasn't even started.. and it's not that it's alot of snow.. it's just that I've never been around it.. so .. yea.. It's cool...

Christmas should be really really nice for me.. I am going to virignia beach to spend it with galen... I am so looking forward to it.. youknow... long car rides... new places.. new friends..
yay... happy happy happy

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Dec. 8th, 2005 | 11:50 pm

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like/love/adore you. Then put this in your own journal (if you like), and spread the love.

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Nov. 28th, 2005 | 12:28 am

such a wonderful night..

ahhhh..

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An ode to my loneliness - copied from bright eyes

Oct. 31st, 2005 | 08:12 pm
mood: sadsad
music: bright eyes

Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so nothing mattered
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet.
or one foolish line.

Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
you are here then you're gone.

but I believe that lovers should be tied together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather.
Left there to drown
left there to drown in their innocence

But as for me I am coming to the final chapter.
I read all of the pages and there is still no answer
only all that was before I know must soon come after
That's the only way it can be.

so I stand in the sun and I breathe with my lungs
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth

Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
and you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever and now you're laying
in a bath tub full of freezing water
wishing you were a ghost
but once you knew a girl and you named her lover
and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
but autumn came she disappeared you can't remember where she said she was going to.
But you know that she's gone cause she left you a song
that you don't want to sing

Singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into the fire with their songs and letters
Left there to burn left there to burn in there arrogance
But as for me I am coming tomy final failure
I've killed my self wih changes trying to make things better
but I ended up with something other than what i had planned to be

Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
Layed entwined together on a bed of clovers left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness

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Oct. 22nd, 2005 | 04:11 pm
mood: lonelylonely

THis entry has been removed for healing purposes

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Sep. 25th, 2005 | 11:37 pm
mood: numbnumb
music: modest mouse something or other.

Fuckin life..

What a bummer.

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Sep. 5th, 2005 | 06:03 pm

falling from a slippery wet slope of rocks onto another one only to land on your back and tail bone is pain ful....


does anyone have advice?


It hurts soemthing aweful

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